The best picture of the day :)
This time it's Broga! Wheee! :) How I wish my boyfriend could join us because we had plan this trip to Broga several times before but due to our insufficient time (actually my timing was the problem) everything did not go according to plan. I think we work better if its impromptu But it's okay sayang, I promise you we will go one day! We will sayang! we will :) And so our adventure starts at 3.45 am, off to Semenyih from Shah Alam with Nisa, Epy, Rizlan, Mad and Dayang. Oh yeah special thanks to Rizlan for driving us there! Thank you Rizlan :) Since ska was not around Dayang was my date for the day! I got the chance being single again! Heeee one day je! But it was great! :) and so the hiking went pretty well! Surprisingly I'm still fit climbing those stiff and dangerous hills. It was dark that we could barely see anything. Tangkap gambar pun macam senget senget and ada je yang tak masuk hehehe :P As soon as we got to the top it felt amazing. It was so amazing that you feel the whole world is yours. We stayed for like an hour up there and did crazy stuff together, singing happy birthday and berlakon hehehe! Anyways and anyhows, this hiking trip was the best hiking adventure that I will treasure forever and keep in mind until I die. And yes! I will climb you again, Broga! This time you'll meet my man :) Yes I uploaded banyak gambar because I love all of it :P
The hiking starts :)
Checkpoint
Did you see that? bersungguh-sungguh :P
Mad, Epy and me :)
Yeeaayy we're at the top! :D
Rizlan and his beloved gf, Nisa and dayang :)
semua orang gila :D
Papa sementara kushi kushi kabhi gham dengan saya. sweet kan? :D
meet nusrat :)
heroes :)
Superheroes trying to save the world :)
saya jiwa kosong weyy. try sangat. this is for you ska! -_-'
Dayangg! HAHAHAHAHHA! :D
SEMUA BUAT MUKA KOSNG SEMUA EJEK SAYA -_-' BUT YET THEY GOT STYLE :P
Me! :)
Selamat daki dan selamat sampai :)
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE! SURPRISE! :D
P/S I LOVE YOU :)
I am lazy as fuck. sekian terima kasih
How I rule my life is simple.
1) Never forget who are you and why you exist in this world. Its because of Allah s.w.t. Praise to the Lord.
2) Respect your parents and not just them but to other people especially senior citizens.
3) Be nice to people regardless who they are.
4) Don't be too judgemental to others as you wouldn't know how people judge you.
5) Be grateful because life shall not be wasted with harsh complains.
6) Be positive. Its okay to fall sometimes because it teaches you how to get back on your feet.
7) Be open minded listen to people's opinion and views. Whatever you think of people's views is your very own personal judgement. Have your stand but respect others judgement too.
8) Enjoy life and be consistent not to forget important things which leads to your future.
9) Pure intentions reflects on your personality.
10) Always believe karma speaks on its own.
11) Don't create dramas and don't entertain them if its not necessary. Waste of time.
12) Take stress as a positive obstacle for you to succeed.
13) Have a lover treat him as your partner and your best friend. Mutual understanding is the key. Never ever pressure or leave burden on your partner's shoulder. Relationship is a responsibility. Be wise.
14) Achieve what you want and don't ever stop or give up.
15) Always remember beautiful things will happen to every beautiful things you do in life.
These are mainly important things that I always keep in mind. Glad to share :)
Please don't mind the hair. I paint it.
After terawih its a must for us family to gather around in front of the hall watching TV and find some snacks to munched. Yeah everyday we have so many chips and cheese and chocolates to eat after terawih. I know its awesome. Well yeah after a long day baking a lot of cookies aka my babies, its good to lazy around and have some small chat with my parents. And so we all have a nice chat and suddenly my mum went on asking. The conversation starts as below:
Mak : Abah, hows Izyanti?(Izyanti is one of my brother's classmate, the only girl that he talks to)
Abah : Oh, dia okay je.
Oh I forgot Izyanti works at my dad's previous office.
Mak : Mesti dia cantik kan? dulu-dulu kan she was so cantik. *mak senyum
Abah : (long awkward pause from abah)
Okay so the conversation left hanging for about 3 minutes and we were guessing no one bothers to bring it up when suddenly..
Abah : Hmmm, Izyanti tu boleh lah. Dah tak cantik sangat. Dulu lagi cantik. Sekarang dia dah pakai make up. Dah tak natural.
Nana : (minum air tersedak)
Mak : Abahh! tak baik lah you ni.
Me and nana: BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA!
Abah : Apa? I cakap dia takde lah tak cantik cuma dia tak secantik macam kat sekolah dulu itu je.
Okay abah has never been this frank before and that got us all laughed for 5 minutes non stop. He was so clueless why we laughed so bad he just said that was his honest comment. So all in all my mum is worried about my brother of not having a girlfriend not that he's gay or anything it's just that he doesnt talk to girls that much. He talks with mostly the close ones but pemalu kot. Alaa dia muda lagi kot. A guy can get married at the age of 30 pun takpe unlike girls. Tapi the early the better because I want kids to fill my house. ngeh ngeh ngeh! :D To my dearest brother go get yourself a girl and get married. I want to be aunty to your children. and to abah, I don't know why and how you can be so frank. Who teach you that? -_-' But you are one hilarious dad. One of a kind! Just next time don't be too frank abah. And to mak, Jangan risau all your children will get married sooner or later you can't tell okay? And to the rest Why waste a good life? Heh! losernya :D
Mak : Abah, hows Izyanti?(Izyanti is one of my brother's classmate, the only girl that he talks to)
Abah : Oh, dia okay je.
Oh I forgot Izyanti works at my dad's previous office.
Mak : Mesti dia cantik kan? dulu-dulu kan she was so cantik. *mak senyum
Abah : (long awkward pause from abah)
Okay so the conversation left hanging for about 3 minutes and we were guessing no one bothers to bring it up when suddenly..
Abah : Hmmm, Izyanti tu boleh lah. Dah tak cantik sangat. Dulu lagi cantik. Sekarang dia dah pakai make up. Dah tak natural.
Nana : (minum air tersedak)
Mak : Abahh! tak baik lah you ni.
Me and nana: BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA!
Abah : Apa? I cakap dia takde lah tak cantik cuma dia tak secantik macam kat sekolah dulu itu je.
Okay abah has never been this frank before and that got us all laughed for 5 minutes non stop. He was so clueless why we laughed so bad he just said that was his honest comment. So all in all my mum is worried about my brother of not having a girlfriend not that he's gay or anything it's just that he doesnt talk to girls that much. He talks with mostly the close ones but pemalu kot. Alaa dia muda lagi kot. A guy can get married at the age of 30 pun takpe unlike girls. Tapi the early the better because I want kids to fill my house. ngeh ngeh ngeh! :D To my dearest brother go get yourself a girl and get married. I want to be aunty to your children. and to abah, I don't know why and how you can be so frank. Who teach you that? -_-' But you are one hilarious dad. One of a kind! Just next time don't be too frank abah. And to mak, Jangan risau all your children will get married sooner or later you can't tell okay? And to the rest Why waste a good life? Heh! losernya :D
P/s I love you :)
My sunshine :)
My world :)
My rainbow :)
My ex office :)
My gift :)
So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?
But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?
And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…
And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?
But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?
And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…
And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you
:)
He is crazy :)
P/S I love you
Yeah hey everybody! Selamat berpuasa dan menyambut Ramadhan! :) Hoping Ramadhan this year would be full of blessing. This time around I will be spending this one month of fasting with my family! Yeayy! No more bergenang air mata nak buka puasa with my family(mula-mula buka puasa dekat kuantan, first day berbuka sudah mahu banjir). Heh! Yeah that was last time now i can get used to it :) Anyways it has been 2 days of fasting and I'm glad that fasting is not something which I find it so hard to deal with. That's because I'm almost 20 now. When I was 7 jangan kira la, separuh hari dah merengek abah, nak vitagen! There, abah bought vitagen for me padahal abah was fasting. Kesian abah terpaksa melayan my annoying behaviour which I had since I was a kid. Heh! Ala kecik apa tau :P kalau mula-mula puasa dulu, going to bazar ramadhan is like going to a funfair. The happy feeling that makes you wanna hug random people(okay I did not hug random people), it's just the feeling lah. I remember the very first time I puasa I was so lemah rasa macam nak mati jalan terbongkok2 macam orang tua. Ye lah you should see me those days kurus kerempeng like a ranting. -_-' When abah said lets go to the bazar I would be the happiest kid who would be the first person to sit in the car with abah. As soon as we got there, 'abah, nak tu! abah nak hotdogs, nak nuggets! nak apam balik! nakputu mayam! I want like almost everything! abah pun melayan, and at the end of the day yang makan semua tu is abah. My mum was angry at my dad for buying food that she knows I would not capable of eating. So Alhamdulillah bila dah besar, then I learn how to control my needs and always think twice on buying food during Ramadhan. My experience taught me how to be grateful and not to be greedy. Hehehe :P I know I was so naughty back then. As usual Ramadhan has always been a month to remember. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan everybody :) another awkward ending -_-'
When I was a small girl, I was the tiniest among my siblings. I weigh about 3.15 kg when I was first born. I was treated very carefully and gently as I was so small and fragile. As a little baby sister I always gets the attention by everyone and I enjoyed that very much. I love talking so much and I stutter a lot because I was too anxious to speak. Yes I was so talkative back in those days, maybe now too. I was innocent back then. I was clueless and I believe almost everything my sisters and brother told me. Yes that sound stupid aite? I was but you can't blame me I was small. I remember when all of us drive around town and at the time we reached Taman Polo(it's a park) there were chinese cemetery surrounded the park. I wasn't scared but my sister told me if you look at those cemeteries you are sinned and you 'murtad' sometime(boleh pulak murtad sometimes kan?haha). At that she was standard 2 I guess. And so I became so afraid that everytime abah passed by Taman Polo I would be so nervous and close my eyes tightly and read Al-Fatihah. I never told abah that I was scared but that's what I did. As I grow, I wonder to myself, if looking at those cemeteries is a sin then how about dad? He can't close his eyes driving. Then I found out she got that one by her friend which of course a lie. I have always been so amazed with everything that Nana does. It was so inspiring. It's like she's so great because she knows everything. Things that I never knew(padahal -_-'). There's this time she told me something like this 'Biela nak tau tak, orang miskin kan,makan nasi sebutir sehari. kesian kan?' and Iwas like 'yeke? Kesiannya.' Obviously she made that up and I was innocent as ever believed her. Bila dah besar these things made us laugh sampai menangis. As I started school, I was so close to nana as she was always with me. She always asked me stupid question like 'Biela, ikan paus dalam english apa?' and I'm like 'I don't know. apa dia?' 'tak tahu ke? Sewel lahh!' and she laughs like a lunatic. As usual, I was blur giving her a straight face 'nana, biela tak faham'. 'Biela, dalam english is sea whale. Sewel tu gila' and she laughs again. Seriously at that time I was blur and my reply was Ohh! and give it some 'haha'. Itulah my sister Nana. This is my childhood stories with Nana. I have no idea why I blog about this but I feel like it. Okay this is an awkward ending.
I like songs with deep meanings :)
We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand
Hello everybody! Don't say anything. I know it's been a while that I'm gone, away from this cyber life (statement paling pentipu di dunia. hehe) *sorry honeyh. Yeah well. I have something to shout here. IT’S MY 500 DAYS OF SUMMER WITH SAPIK KHAIRIL! OKAY OKAY IT'S SYAFIQ KHAIRIL! WHOOO! Who cares, really? Never mind. I know I’m lame just keep your thoughts to yourselves okay? If you like then it's good and if you don't it's fine. I'm okay with it. But you know, somehow I get what you mean, who count days for their relationship these days? People are getting busy with their lives but I did the counting. And hard to say I’m proud of it! Heh! You see I’m not great dealing with numbers. You know this juggle2 playing with numbers here I’m not really good at it. Not that bad Cuma lembab sikit je lah. Slow slow tau? Okay ignore that, anyways I did the counting for like 5 times to get the date and month right and God knows how hard it was* lembab kan, finally today was our 500 days together! Isn’t that awesome? I’ve been counting since 4 weeks ago which was last month! Semangated gila! I don’t know why it’s just that I love doing all this small2 little things. Later on when you’re 30 or 40 you won’t get to do all this. You don’t have the time to count days except for anniversaries. If that one Syafiq Khairil Lupa, ‘SOMEBODY’S GONNA GET HURT REAL BAD’. Thanks Russell. Heh!
About this Syafiq Khairil guy, I bet you known him or probably heard about him or maybe met him but let me tell you one thing, I never thought that I would end up with him. Really. I’m serious. The first time I thought he was cool (if only he reads this, he will -_-‘), funny but impossible for me to be with. I mean like come on, out of any girls in the world he wouldn’t pick me. I live in a small town in Ipoh. I’m not famous. I’m lame. Not cool. I’m not pretty. I talk a lot. Blur. So it’s just impossible for us to be together and even worse for him to even like me! To me at that time that would only be dreams that will be gone with the wind. Hehe. This is facts okay? I’m talking facts here people! Okay so it was like that. We have mutual friends. We keep in touch through social network. How we met and get to know each other let that one be a secret. But that’s how it goes. We got to know each other better and I’m like ‘Hey, he’s not that bad after all’. He’s humble down to earth kinda guy, understanding, respects the elderly, funny, he’s fun to be with and the best part is that he’s a good listener! Although at times we may not be at the same track you know when he likes different things and I hate those things that he likes. Sometimes it’s like that. For example, I gave him a song for him to listen to and his comment was ‘lagu apa ni? Macam lagu tidur je’. Another thing is when he recommend a song when sometimes the lagu is lagu yang mendayu2 lemahnya. Memang lemah la jantung ni nak dengar. I’m sorry this is not poyo or apa, but I don’t know why when I hear to sofaz kea pa ke meremang bulu roma seluruh badan. I’m sorry but I just can’t listen to songs like that! Goosebumps! I’m not lying! Lagu melayu okay je, but just don't give me lagu yang menderita2 and too jiwang sangat. I listened to Anuar Zain, M Nasir, Siti Nurhaliza, Ramli Sarip, Nora, and more semua okay je but not sofaz or sixth sense. you maybe like them but I don't. Sorry. heh! YEAH but that’s what people say OPPOSITE ATTRACTS! What he likes is what he likes kan? Still never love him less! :)
Okay I talked a lot of crap up there. It’s just me I like to go out of track. Terpesong daripada topic utama. Whatever. Okay now lets get back to my thank you speech! Hear me out ye Syafiq Khairil. Hehe. First and foremost, it has been 500 days of summer and I could not ask for more better days because all you ever gave me was always the best thing that I could have ever asked for.
You fed me with all the love, spirit, courage, inspiration and be the best guidance that leads me to this long journey of mine. Without you, I guess I would still be cold by now. Thanks for soften me up a bit. You know stuff like correct me when I’m wrong, when I'm too harsh or anything, just thank you okay? I want you to keep on doing that. This 500 days has been the best the most superb, awesomEST(don't google this) and wonderfulEST(and this too) days of my life and I’m hoping for more hundreds and thousands of days to come. And I’ll make sure that I fill those days with laughter, tears, happiness and joy. InsyaAllah. two big words for you, THANK YOU!
HAPPY 500 DAYS OF SUMMER SYAFIQ KHAIRIL AFFANDI :)
P/S I LOVE YOU
Oh yeah why is it summer? Sebab that cerita 500 days of summer, I like that movie. Secondly its because Malaysia kan summer all day long, but you know we have some rainy days as well. Okay bye :D
I love you Syafiq Khairil :)
This kid called me 'kaki apam' meaning to say that my leg is gemuk and tembam. He kept on massaging my leg and calls it kaki apam. This made me laugh the whole night. You're so cute Adam! Achik Biela loves you :D
This is my face covered in freckles with the occasional spot and some veins.
This is my body. Covered in skin and not all of it you can see. This is my face and I've got a thousand opinions. Half the time I'm trying to explain.
And this is my body and no matter how you try and disable it. Yes I'll still be here
And, this, is my mind and although you try to infringe, you cannot confine
And, this, is my brain. And even if you try and hold me back, there's nothing that you can gain
And this is my body and no matter how you try and disable it. Yes I'll still be here
And, this, is my mind and although you try to infringe, you cannot confine
And, this, is my brain. And even if you try and hold me back, there's nothing that you can gain
Now what am I to do,
when I feel so much love for you,
I wish I could be stronger,
But I get scared that my love will not do.
Now I do not want to be that girl
that cries at every turn
But I can't ignore the hurt,
that makes me burn.
So please do be patient with me,
I know I can have a bit of jealousy,
But I promise you, I'll make it up to you in return.
So baby, baby, would you read a poem I picked for you?
This is for the ladies who always feel insecure. haha
Really had a good 'alone laugh' today :D
Sorry tak sempat nak tangkap gambar guna camera -_-'
This picture will do. Heh! :P
Okay for those who have watched this movie before, for sure you will know the plot of the story. The movie The rainmaker was starred by of course my charming Matt Damon. He was so young in the movie. It was during the 1997 I suppose. I adore him so much because he is a smart ass. Hot and smart. Two in one people! Two in one! Why can't I be hot and smart at the same time? Haiihh. Anyway, the writer itself wrote many novels. One of them them is The Innocent and The Summons I guess. I bet those books are just awesome as The Rainmaker. I like the movie not just because of Matt Damon but it's because I was inspired by the character itself, Rudy Baylor. A fresh graduate who is working on a case against a giant insurance company which could have save a young man's life. You want to know more you have got to read it or just watch the movie. God knows I've been looking for this book for months still haven't found any luck. But indeed, I got this book from my best friend Nadiah. Thank you so much girlfriend for the book! I can't describe how happy I was! Rasa nak kasi kiss and tampar muka kau! :P Thank you so muchh! Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy! :D
Kalau saya kata muka artis lelaki korea yang macam dalam Super junior tu macam perempuan agaknya orang marah tak? Sebab for me mereka termasuk dalam golongan lelaki2 metro. Don't you think? hurrmm. Ini personal opinion ye.
Hi freaks! So today's post I'm just going to go straight forward. No more playing hiding in the bush. Why? Because today I think I'm quite serious with my work today. Okay whatever. Back to what I was about to say, this morning I log in to my facebook account as usual and saw this stranger which I did not know who and why I approved him, posted his status something like this 'Duit dan cinta? Duit itu xpenting. Cinta itu adalah segala-galanya. Cukuplah sekadar cinta yang akan membahagiakan kita sayang.' (this stranger is a guy by the way). He's an ass if he thinks that money can come from the sky. Before I blocked this guy I did a little research or I can say stalking I guess. (I don't stalk unless 'that person' annoys me and if they were my love ones, heee). Don't ask how I stalk and know that he is jobless just go down and finish reading. Okay maybe not little, a lot. All his status was giving me goosebumps, geli. get it? Too much love and affection. So I found out that this guy is jobless living in Terengganu. He's 30(I don't know if this is real). He has 357 friends. He already had a girlfriend and she's 22. Working as a clerk at a law firm (sama la pulak kan? -_-'). The thing that pisses me off is that the fact the girl is out working and the guy is relaxing at home. Come on man! You're a guy! Badan besar tapi malas mengalahkan badak. Okay maybe I don't know his real situation but if he can online 24/7 and buzz unknown people like me all day long why can't you go find a job. And I don't think he's mentally retarded or physically unable to do things because looking at his default picture he was out hanging out with his girlfriend somewhere which is recent(siap kasi tarikh bila dating). Perfect body, enough fat and muscles, complete 2 arms and legs. At least an effort to find money is good enough. Some people are not always in a good luck, I get that. Okay malas nak elaborate panjang, you do all the thinking. What is happening to the world right now. The world is upside down. Nauzubillah.
P/S: It doesn't matter if this stranger is lying but yeah still a guy needs to fulfill his responsibilities as a man in this world. Okay I'm going to sushh now.
Who reads this crap anymore? These are my thoughts collection. It's junk. No it's not junk. It's just what I write. Sometimes its crap and sometimes it's full of creative imagination lame jokes and stories based on true events. Oh my dearest God. I am so freaking blur!
This statement I'm making here is a random statement. It's based on what I observed on current situation I am facing. I'm not telling you the whole story but just get the idea of what I'm about to say. A boy needs a girl. An employer needs employees. Restaurant needs customer. We need each other. Don't pretend you need no one. Never say stay out of my business because you will never know when your ship will sink and go down under. Believe in Karma because I do.
I like ice cream, something which is cold and soothes my mouth.
I like Chocolate, something which is sweet, fattening and melts in my mouth.
I like flowers especially lily because I think they are gorgeous. Long, sweet, and independent.
I like coffee any coffee will do, black coffee, white coffee. The aroma calms me down.
I like Honeydew because it's sweet, refreshing and juicy.
I like fries, when it's hot and salty.
I like perfumes. Especially channel. Sweet fragrance for a sweet lady.
I like simple pastel colours. I love purple.
I like comedy that can make me laugh till I cry rolling on the floor.
I like cartoons. It's nostalgic.
I like music. According to genre.
I like simple and humble people. They are better than those who talk big.
I like romantic comedy movies. Romantically funny.
I like true events movies or novel based movies. The Rainmaker, Se7en, Malcom X.
I like Coldplay because of their music, their attitude and style, and Chris Martin.
I like Coke. But it's not good for health.
I like Manchester because of Ryan Giggs.
I like Malaysia. Summer hot all day.
I like Nasi Ganja because it's hot.
I like my parents because of them i exist in this world.
DONE!
Sitting here alone in the office makes me think of the future. Thinking of what my future will bring, what will I be in 5 years time. This time is no joke. I have another 3 more years to complete my studies and work. It's time for serious business. I want to show to everyone that I can do almost everything. I'm craving for confidence. I lost my confidence don't know where it went to. I can barely knew what I was talking. I want to be successful like so bad. I want to make my parents proud. I want to be the light that shines in the family. I want people to talk good things about me. My parents raised me so well to respect others and be true to myself on what I want in life. But in order to do that, I have to gather all my believes and it's time to fix myself. Something is not right and I realized that. I know what I had done, I haven't been so honest to myself. I have been so positive yes and I will stay that way. Being positive always helps me get through hard times. I'm not a robot or a toy that could be fix in a short period of time. This will take longer. Currently praying hard to seek for His guidance to help me fix what is not right and to get it right.
Sorry guys, but today I'm just too kemaruk Coldplay! Enjoyy! :D
Can anybody teach me how to play this thing? HEHEHEHEHE :D
Long ago I thought I heard your name
I thought it was the same
As all the boys I made into men
But you were different than
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one to see
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/priscilla_ahn/torch_song.html ]
The ocean's waves could not steal my heart
They can't keep us apart
Soon ahead I will watch you go
But I won't be alone
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one to care
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one who saw
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
The only one I ever wanna love
The only one I'm ever gonna love
I am pretty sure he will fall asleep with this song :)
I thought it was the same
As all the boys I made into men
But you were different than
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one to see
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/priscilla_ahn/torch_song.html ]
The ocean's waves could not steal my heart
They can't keep us apart
Soon ahead I will watch you go
But I won't be alone
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one to care
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
You are the only one to know me
You are the only one who saw
You are my one and only
The only one I ever learned to love
The only one I ever wanna love
The only one I'm ever gonna love
I am pretty sure he will fall asleep with this song :)
Happy Father's Day abah :)
Thank you for being the greatest dad in the world.
I love you daddy :)
I just can't focus right now. I lost focus. Mom dad I'm sorry. This the least I could give you guys. I did not know where it went wrong. I'm really sorry. I really am. This is not good enough Biela. There is a room for improvement. Be smart and don't let this take you down because you're not falling deep into a hole and buried dead. You just fell and you need to get up. I believe in miracle. Pray and hardwork is needed. InsyaAllah
My life is a,
series of actors changing places except there's no back stageand there's no place for me.It's okay though,the jokes on the television make me laugh, remind me that it's okaynot to have a backstage or a place to hide.Well I've got dinner on my plate,got my paycheck yesterday.How great, how cool. I've got places, I've got friends,I've got Joey, Ross, and Chandler, then..there's you.And now, how, we like to say that we're in love,doesn't it, seem like that should be enough,but, the world will roll their eyes but I still think,well I still think that we're in love.Oh shoes and jackets,purses and tennis rackets,make their way as they please,in those SUVs to the country club.I don't play much,but I do enjoy having the ball in my court,and what's more,I like playing, for love.But I've got arms and you've got legs,together we've made some mistakes.But hey, we're doing well!Well I've got reason to believe,in the power of you and me to break,this spell.And now, how, we like to say that we're in love,doesn't it, seem like that should be enough,but, the world will roll their eyes but I still think,well I still think that we're in love.One more question:how is this one big lesson?I don't think that there's a quiz,but if there is I'll be, outside;playing in the yard,swinging on monkey bars,exercising my right to this recess from this lesson that I tried, ohhBut I've got arms and you've got legs,together we've made some mistakes.But hey, we're doing well!Well I've got reason, to believe,in the power of you and me to break,this spell.And now, how, we like to say that we're in love,doesn't it, seem like that should be enough,but, the world will roll their eyes but I still think,well I still think that we're in love.well I still think that we're in love, love, love.well I still think that we're in love.Ooh..P/s I'm a loser
'A relationship without no TRUST is like a car without Fuel. You can stay in it all you want but it won't go ANYWHERE'
A day with Syafiq Khairil :)
At Yong Suan getting our nasi ganja! YEAAHH!
Hate the hair. Never ever going to that jinjang salon ever again.
Fever pula Syafiq Khairil kita ni :(
Thanks for coming to Ipoh even when you were not feeling so good. Jumpa I terus demam :(
P/s I love you :)
Catalyst
L.A lights never shine as quite as bright as in movies
Still wanna go
There's something here
In the way, in the way that we're constantly moving
Reminds you of home
So you're taking these pills
For to fill up your soul
And you're drinking them down with cheap alcohol
And I'd be inclined to be yours for the taking
And part of this terrible mess that you're making
But me, I'm the catalyst
When you say love is a simple chemical reaction
Can't say I agree
'Cause my chemicals left me a beautiful disaster
Still love's all I see
So I'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul
And I'm drinking them down with cheap alcohol
And you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
And part of this terrible mess that I'm making
But you, you're the catalyst
You'll be the vein
You'll be the pain
You'll be the scar
You'll be the road, rolling below
The wheels of a car
And all of your thoughts on God...
Don't know if I'm strong enough, no
You'll be the vein
You'll be the pain
You'll be the
Catalyst
These L.A. lights, no no,
They don't shine quite as bright as back in 'Frisco
Do you wanna, though?
Still wanna go?
This song still ignites me throughout these whole 4 years :)
I miss this guy so much. Happy hibernating :)
Yesterday which was Saturday was a very random day for us family. My life started at 7 am * I'm not usually an early riser but you know nak sihat and kurus punya pasal, I decided to follow my mum and Nana for some aerobic movements at Polo. I mean like COME ON. HOW HARD COULD THIS THING BE. BASICALLY ITS JUST MOVEMENT LIFTING UP YOUR LEGS, STRETCHING YOUR ARMS, SHAKING YOUR BUTT *I'm not sure if this butt shaking is necessary but yeah ikut je lah kan. All in all It was shocking to see how fit these people were. Most of them are around the age of 30 - maybe 50+. They were so active hopping here and there clapping like a 9 year old. Honestly, I can't really keep up with these people but you know, they were only a few teenagers like us so I don't wish to give up like my sister Nana. If these orang- orang tua can do this why can't us right? So wallaa! I did it! I finished those aerobic movements from the very beginning. From English songs to Tamil song. Overall it was fun indeed! As soon as we went breakfast on that very morning, we went home with all my body parts aching so badly. Lama xbersenam kan. Rasa macam orang tua pula! Later that evening went and eat Vanggey. It doesn't taste as delicious as it used to be. Seriously xsedap. After this kita serbu Yong Suan (abah cakap). Anyways, after a long talk and laugh with abah and the rest of the family, we went to Jusco to buy some groceries. Basically semua orang tiba tiba pada hari itu was thrilled and excited to see me cook lagsania. I'm like okay why not, as this SOMEONE keep on mocking me on when will I cook this and that yada yada yada yada. As for the result my lagsania taste awesome! SEE? I CAN COOK! MY AUNTY EVEN RATED MY LAGSANIA AND GAVE ME FULL MARKS FOR THAT :D Next time, do not underestimate Nabila Hasni people. teheeeee! So to sum up, I had a very good day because we gather around as family although it was random :)
Abah : Ambik udang kauk sekali lah jangan lah ambik satu-satu.
Me : Udang tajam lah abah. Sakit.
Opps udang jatuh. Sorry :P
heeee at last! I'm waiting for him to do that! :D
My delicious lagsania :D
We masked ourselves yeayyy! :D
The result *nervous drum rolls. TARAAA! :D
fyi, that's my annoying face, rindu nak buat that face to my girlies!
Okay this is for real. Sedikit cerah. *bantuan lighting
sigh! -_-'
So many things happen during my absence at home such as they baked a lot of cookies. I'm like what the?? My sister and my mum went to watch a movie 'Nur Kasih'. I'm like whatt? again. Since I was off for 5 days to ALSA (Asian Law Student Association) conference I'm telling you it was hell fun. Not in a nerdy way. Basically it was interesting and informative for a fresh student like me.Being a law degree student is not easy as how you spell the word 'law' itself but it's super major tough complicated with lots of cases in it. For the first time meeting Dato' Seri Gopal Sri Ram, (he's a judge by the way) I found that he is a very wise and an intelligent man indeed. My first impression towards him was 'oh my you sure had a very bad child hood memory' because he looks like he was never happy being in this world for 63 or 67 years or whatever. During he delivering out his speech, on second thought he's not that bad after all. He might be looking as strict as he looks like but he is professional and like I said a very old wise man. His words inspires me a lot to become a good lawyer someday. For a law student you have 3 things that you must do. First, study. Second important element is study. Next is also to study and lastly enjoy yourself while you're studying. Enjoy on every little things. Eventually I didn't seem to enjoy the stress studying law. Bahahhaha. Who does? Looks like I have to find the excitement of the stress doing law. Yeah well lets hope that's going to work! ALSA has been so much fun for me plus with new friends from other universities such as UM, MMU, HELP, UKM, UiTM of course and other universities which I could not recall it now. Fish memory kan -_-'. Anyway, this year's conference is all about Alternative Dispute Resolution which means if there is any disputes it can be settled out of court by Mediation, Arbritration, Conciliation some stuff like that. *when I start talking about these things I could be the most boring person on earth. Moving on, so basically the talks were given by professionals and it was a really good talk. The next day, ALSA UiTM organized the United Nation model which everyone has to participate and represent most of the countries all around the world. Each delegates consists of 3 participants. Well yeah, guess what I was a representative from Republic of Korea! yeayyy and I was alone without no one helping me. The resolution given out is the rights of Palestinian to self-determination. Yeah I'm like whaattt is that? I do know a bit on self determination but what I don't understand is how they amend all those resolution 277 yada yada yada because I havent learn a thing on international law. However, it was a quite good eye opener for me to participate in this such event which made me realise that law could go international. If there is any events like this I am definitely in! Okay since I talked a lot here, these are the pictures taken! :D
UiTM meets HELP :)
United Nation model. This is how it goes. 'Present and voting'
sumpah rasa cool saying that! :D
Meet Chi, Epy, me and Mimi :)
UiTM ALSA serves the best food! No kidding!
Bosnia and Republic of Korea :)
Me representing Republic Korea. YEAH YEAH YEAHS!
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Even the stars refuse to shine,
It's okay, it's alright you'll be fine my dear friend,
time will tell
P/s I will always love you :)
