I feel different today. Lately, I don't sleep very well. I tend to suddenly woke up at around 3 and cant sleep anymore. I feel so tensed. every morning i hoped that my day will start well and i always tell myself that im fine. But then no matter how happy I was still inside i feel different. I cried last night and still not capable to find out why. Do you know how it feels? It felt like u're asleep and suddenly u're awake and suddenly your heart beats faster. then tetibe teringat kt family and opah. weird!! Usually its nothing. I dont really bother. aaaa!! maybe homesick kot. Its just something is bugging and bothering me and i don't know what it is. This feelings came to me during late at night..petang2 okay je..ke im too like trpengaruh ngn all that creepy stories being told by my housemate? seriously I dont know! hopefully tonight i can sleep well! PLEAASSEE! I NEED SOME GOOD SLEEP!;(