You are reading my head

After terawih its a must for us family to gather around in front of the hall watching TV and find some snacks to munched. Yeah everyday we have so many chips and cheese and chocolates to eat after terawih. I know its awesome. Well yeah after a long day baking a lot of cookies aka my babies, its good to lazy around and have some small chat with my parents. And so we all have a nice chat and suddenly my mum went on asking. The conversation starts as below:

Mak : Abah, hows Izyanti?(Izyanti is one of my brother's classmate, the only girl that he talks to)
Abah : Oh, dia okay je.
Oh I forgot Izyanti works at my dad's previous office.
Mak : Mesti dia cantik kan? dulu-dulu kan she was so cantik. *mak senyum
Abah : (long awkward pause from abah)
Okay so the conversation left hanging for about 3 minutes and we were guessing no one bothers to bring it up when suddenly..
Abah : Hmmm, Izyanti tu boleh lah. Dah tak cantik sangat. Dulu lagi cantik. Sekarang dia dah pakai make up. Dah tak natural.
Nana : (minum air tersedak)
Mak : Abahh! tak baik lah you ni.
Me and nana: BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA!
Abah : Apa? I cakap dia takde lah tak cantik cuma dia tak secantik macam kat sekolah dulu itu je.

Okay abah has never been this frank before and that got us all laughed for 5 minutes non stop. He was so clueless why we laughed so bad he just said that was his honest comment. So all in all my mum is worried about my brother of not having a girlfriend not that he's gay or anything it's just that he doesnt talk to girls that much. He talks with mostly the close ones but pemalu kot. Alaa dia muda lagi kot. A guy can get married at the age of 30 pun takpe unlike girls. Tapi the early the better because I want kids to fill my house. ngeh ngeh ngeh! :D To my dearest brother go get yourself a girl and get married. I want to be aunty to your children. and to abah, I don't know why and how you can be so frank. Who teach you that? -_-' But you are one hilarious dad. One of a kind! Just next time don't be too frank abah. And to mak, Jangan risau all your children will get married sooner or later you can't tell okay? And to the rest Why waste a good life? Heh! losernya :D

Yeah hey everybody! Selamat berpuasa dan menyambut Ramadhan! :) Hoping Ramadhan this year would be full of blessing. This time around I will be spending this one month of fasting with my family! Yeayy! No more bergenang air mata nak buka puasa with my family(mula-mula buka puasa dekat kuantan, first day berbuka sudah mahu banjir). Heh! Yeah that was last time now i can get used to it :) Anyways it has been 2 days of fasting and I'm glad that fasting is not something which I find it so hard to deal with. That's because I'm almost 20 now. When I was 7 jangan kira la, separuh hari dah merengek abah, nak vitagen! There, abah bought vitagen for me padahal abah was fasting. Kesian abah terpaksa melayan my annoying behaviour which I had since I was a kid. Heh! Ala kecik apa tau :P kalau mula-mula puasa dulu, going to bazar ramadhan is like going to a funfair. The happy feeling that makes you wanna hug random people(okay I did not hug random people), it's just the feeling lah. I remember the very first time I puasa I was so lemah rasa macam nak mati jalan terbongkok2 macam orang tua. Ye lah you should see me those days kurus kerempeng like a ranting. -_-' When abah said lets go to the bazar I would be the happiest kid who would be the first person to sit in the car with abah. As soon as we got there, 'abah, nak tu! abah nak hotdogs, nak nuggets! nak apam balik! nakputu mayam! I want like almost everything! abah pun melayan, and at the end of the day yang makan semua tu is abah. My mum was angry at my dad for buying food that she knows I would not capable of eating. So Alhamdulillah bila dah besar, then I learn how to control my needs and always think twice on buying food during Ramadhan. My experience taught me how to be grateful and not to be greedy. Hehehe :P I know I was so naughty back then. As usual Ramadhan has always been a month to remember. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan everybody :) another awkward ending -_-'

When I was a small girl, I was the tiniest among my siblings. I weigh about 3.15 kg when I was first born. I was treated very carefully and gently as I was so small and fragile. As a little baby sister I always gets the attention by everyone and I enjoyed that very much. I love talking so much and I stutter a lot because I was too anxious to speak. Yes I was so talkative back in those days, maybe now too. I was innocent back then. I was clueless and I believe almost everything my sisters and brother told me. Yes that sound stupid aite? I was but you can't blame me I was small. I remember when all of us drive around town and at the time we reached Taman Polo(it's a park) there were chinese cemetery surrounded the park. I wasn't scared but my sister told me if you look at those cemeteries you are sinned and you 'murtad' sometime(boleh pulak murtad sometimes kan?haha). At that she was standard 2 I guess. And so I became so afraid that everytime abah passed by Taman Polo I would be so nervous and close my eyes tightly and read Al-Fatihah. I never told abah that I was scared but that's what I did. As I grow, I wonder to myself, if looking at those cemeteries is a sin then how about dad? He can't close his eyes driving. Then I found out she got that one by her friend which of course a lie. I have always been so amazed with everything that Nana does. It was so inspiring. It's like she's so great because she knows everything. Things that I never knew(padahal -_-'). There's this time she told me something like this 'Biela nak tau tak, orang miskin kan,makan nasi sebutir sehari. kesian kan?' and Iwas like 'yeke? Kesiannya.' Obviously she made that up and I was innocent as ever believed her. Bila dah besar these things made us laugh sampai menangis. As I started school, I was so close to nana as she was always with me. She always asked me stupid question like 'Biela, ikan paus dalam english apa?' and I'm like 'I don't know. apa dia?' 'tak tahu ke? Sewel lahh!' and she laughs like a lunatic. As usual, I was blur giving her a straight face 'nana, biela tak faham'. 'Biela, dalam english is sea whale. Sewel tu gila' and she laughs again. Seriously at that time I was blur and my reply was Ohh! and give it some 'haha'. Itulah my sister Nana. This is my childhood stories with Nana. I have no idea why I blog about this but I feel like it. Okay this is an awkward ending.