You are reading my head

Hi freaks! So today's post I'm just going to go straight forward. No more playing hiding in the bush. Why? Because today I think I'm quite serious with my work today. Okay whatever. Back to what I was about to say, this morning I log in to my facebook account as usual and saw this stranger which I did not know who and why I approved him, posted his status something like this 'Duit dan cinta? Duit itu xpenting. Cinta itu adalah segala-galanya. Cukuplah sekadar cinta yang akan membahagiakan kita sayang.' (this stranger is a guy by the way). He's an ass if he thinks that money can come from the sky. Before I blocked this guy I did a little research or I can say stalking I guess. (I don't stalk unless 'that person' annoys me and if they were my love ones, heee). Don't ask how I stalk and know that he is jobless just go down and finish reading. Okay maybe not little, a lot. All his status was giving me goosebumps, geli. get it? Too much love and affection. So I found out that this guy is jobless living in Terengganu. He's 30(I don't know if this is real). He has 357 friends. He already had a girlfriend and she's 22. Working as a clerk at a law firm (sama la pulak kan? -_-'). The thing that pisses me off is that the fact the girl is out working and the guy is relaxing at home. Come on man! You're a guy! Badan besar tapi malas mengalahkan badak. Okay maybe I don't know his real situation but if he can online 24/7 and buzz unknown people like me all day long why can't you go find a job. And I don't think he's mentally retarded or physically unable to do things because looking at his default picture he was out hanging out with his girlfriend somewhere which is recent(siap kasi tarikh bila dating). Perfect body, enough fat and muscles, complete 2 arms and legs. At least an effort to find money is good enough. Some people are not always in a good luck, I get that. Okay malas nak elaborate panjang, you do all the thinking. What is happening to the world right now. The world is upside down. Nauzubillah.

P/S: It doesn't matter if this stranger is lying but yeah still a guy needs to fulfill his responsibilities as a man in this world. Okay I'm going to sushh now.

Who reads this crap anymore? These are my thoughts collection. It's junk. No it's not junk. It's just what I write. Sometimes its crap and sometimes it's full of creative imagination lame jokes and stories based on true events. Oh my dearest God. I am so freaking blur!

This statement I'm making here is a random statement. It's based on what I observed on current situation I am facing. I'm not telling you the whole story but just get the idea of what I'm about to say. A boy needs a girl. An employer needs employees. Restaurant needs customer. We need each other. Don't pretend you need no one. Never say stay out of my business because you will never know when your ship will sink and go down under. Believe in Karma because I do.

I like Chocolate, something which is sweet, fattening and melts in my mouth.

I like flowers especially lily because I think they are gorgeous. Long, sweet, and independent.

I like coffee any coffee will do, black coffee, white coffee. The aroma calms me down.

I like Honeydew because it's sweet, refreshing and juicy.

I like fries, when it's hot and salty.

I like perfumes. Especially channel. Sweet fragrance for a sweet lady.

I like simple pastel colours. I love purple.

I like comedy that can make me laugh till I cry rolling on the floor.

I like cartoons. It's nostalgic.

I like music. According to genre.

I like simple and humble people. They are better than those who talk big.

I like romantic comedy movies. Romantically funny.

I like true events movies or novel based movies. The Rainmaker, Se7en, Malcom X.

I like Coldplay because of their music, their attitude and style, and Chris Martin.

I like Coke. But it's not good for health.

I like Manchester because of Ryan Giggs.

I like Malaysia. Summer hot all day.

I like Nasi Ganja because it's hot.

I like my parents because of them i exist in this world.

DONE!

Sitting here alone in the office makes me think of the future. Thinking of what my future will bring, what will I be in 5 years time. This time is no joke. I have another 3 more years to complete my studies and work. It's time for serious business. I want to show to everyone that I can do almost everything. I'm craving for confidence. I lost my confidence don't know where it went to. I can barely knew what I was talking. I want to be successful like so bad. I want to make my parents proud. I want to be the light that shines in the family. I want people to talk good things about me. My parents raised me so well to respect others and be true to myself on what I want in life. But in order to do that, I have to gather all my believes and it's time to fix myself. Something is not right and I realized that. I know what I had done, I haven't been so honest to myself. I have been so positive yes and I will stay that way. Being positive always helps me get through hard times. I'm not a robot or a toy that could be fix in a short period of time. This will take longer. Currently praying hard to seek for His guidance to help me fix what is not right and to get it right.

Sorry guys, but today I'm just too kemaruk Coldplay! Enjoyy! :D