You are reading my head

So many things happen during my absence at home such as they baked a lot of cookies. I'm like what the?? My sister and my mum went to watch a movie 'Nur Kasih'. I'm like whatt? again. Since I was off for 5 days to ALSA (Asian Law Student Association) conference I'm telling you it was hell fun. Not in a nerdy way. Basically it was interesting and informative for a fresh student like me.Being a law degree student is not easy as how you spell the word 'law' itself but it's super major tough complicated with lots of cases in it. For the first time meeting Dato' Seri Gopal Sri Ram, (he's a judge by the way) I found that he is a very wise and an intelligent man indeed. My first impression towards him was 'oh my you sure had a very bad child hood memory' because he looks like he was never happy being in this world for 63 or 67 years or whatever. During he delivering out his speech, on second thought he's not that bad after all. He might be looking as strict as he looks like but he is professional and like I said a very old wise man. His words inspires me a lot to become a good lawyer someday. For a law student you have 3 things that you must do. First, study. Second important element is study. Next is also to study and lastly enjoy yourself while you're studying. Enjoy on every little things. Eventually I didn't seem to enjoy the stress studying law. Bahahhaha. Who does? Looks like I have to find the excitement of the stress doing law. Yeah well lets hope that's going to work! ALSA has been so much fun for me plus with new friends from other universities such as UM, MMU, HELP, UKM, UiTM of course and other universities which I could not recall it now. Fish memory kan -_-'. Anyway, this year's conference is all about Alternative Dispute Resolution which means if there is any disputes it can be settled out of court by Mediation, Arbritration, Conciliation some stuff like that. *when I start talking about these things I could be the most boring person on earth. Moving on, so basically the talks were given by professionals and it was a really good talk. The next day, ALSA UiTM organized the United Nation model which everyone has to participate and represent most of the countries all around the world. Each delegates consists of 3 participants. Well yeah, guess what I was a representative from Republic of Korea! yeayyy and I was alone without no one helping me. The resolution given out is the rights of Palestinian to self-determination. Yeah I'm like whaattt is that? I do know a bit on self determination but what I don't understand is how they amend all those resolution 277 yada yada yada because I havent learn a thing on international law. However, it was a quite good eye opener for me to participate in this such event which made me realise that law could go international. If there is any events like this I am definitely in! Okay since I talked a lot here, these are the pictures taken! :D

Stranger freak : Hello. Siapa ni?

Biela : Yeah hello. Siapa ni?

Stranger freak : Siapa ni?

Biela : No, awak tu siapa? nak cakap dengan siapa?* nada polite

Stranger freak : *hahahahahaha i nak cakap dengan Aza something2

Biela : Sorry you got the wrong number. Bye!

Stranger freak : Tunggu kejap! Siapa ni?

Biela : Tak pe lah tak perlu tahu. okay bye!

*You've got 2 Missed calls.

5 Minutes later

Stranger freak : Hey, awak ni siapa? kenapa bukan aza something2 yang angkat phone ni.

Biela : Well, that's because this is my number and this is my phone. So memang ternyata awak dah salah nombor. Pergi make sure you got the right number okay. Good luck bye!

48 Seconds later

Stranger freak : Awak ni siapa?

Biela : Like seriously, is that the only word yang awak tau? siapa ni? awak siapa?

Stranger freak : Saya nak berkenalan dgn awak.

Biela : *Awkward pause. Busy. Don't call me I'm not interested.

* I was getting really pissed with his text messages and missed calls.

5 Minutes later

Stranger freak : Awwwaakkk..*geli nak mati

Biela : Umur berapa ni?

Stranger freak : Umur awak berapa?

Biela : Serious nak tau ni. okay, Adik, Akak ni dah 36 tahun. I'm married. Anak dah 4. I'm working. Apa nak? Akak ni kan kerja dekat jabatan pelajaran tau dik anytime akak boleh access to your number and take action dengan apa yang adik buat ni. So daripada adik buat kerja bodoh ni baikla adik siap2 pergi sekolah okay.

Stranger freak : pause -----------

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Hahahahhahaha! Oh my. He's so stupid. Who would have believe that? The second call I acted so bitchy and the third call I'm married and working and beranak 4. COME ON! I should do this more often! :D

Haaaaaaaa peace at last :)

A very emotional song dedicated to my brother upon his accident on 2nd December 2009. Meaningful indeed.

She's talented, she's good what else can I say, you're awesome! Go write more good songs for my sleeping lullaby! :)

How do you describe Nurul Nabila Hasni?

Anonymous 1 : Banyak cakap.

Anonymous 2 : Blur. kena tambah RAM!

Anonymous 3 : Innocent.

Anonymous 4 : Lame.

Anonymous 5 : Cool and awesome! *Damn!

The thing is, the problem with me is, I love to talk. I talk like most of the time except when I'm angry or not in a very good mood* very rare. I am really sorry for those who feel like shutting me up by throwing a big red apple on my mouth I just can't help it. Even my family sometimes. I don't know I just have something to tell and I tell. I tell my dad like everything about my college life and I love to hear him talk about his school. Same goes to my mum. I talked to her about my girl issues my inner crisis or whenever I feel like having conflict with myself or people surround me. I don't like hating people, well who does? and when I do think that I have the potential of hating someone in any minute, I will definitely find a way to avoid looking at her or maybe ignore her stories not to say ignore all of it just respond to it like 'oh ye ke?' and get away by doing something else or pretending calling somebody. I find that effective because it works! I just don't like dramas. LAME GILA! We're 20 go find yourself your own entertainment! Like me I have my Becka! Jahat kan? :D But so far I'm okay with everybody. I don't judge people. Weird, nerds I think they have their own reasons to be like what they are. Okay kalau pelik sangat tu xtau lah kan but so far I can accept and tolerate with such behaviours except rudeness! Oh yeah I hate rudeness! Sometimes I think it is so lame for people to mock or 'perli' people on twitter or facebook. I mean if it's a small issue I get it. *hey, no offence for people who actually do this but just hear me out. chill lah wey. what's the point of you doing that? You perli2 people and make people terasa and what not bla bla bla, why not you just tell the person straight on the face what do you feel like saying. It doesn't have to be a cat fight or perang mulut or gaduh xbercakap it's just approach in a nicer way and if that person didn't get it then it's her problem. I mean like come on I understand sometimes I feel like exploding sometimes but sabar, think of the consequences if you do this or you say something this and that, be professional. we're all growing up, just be wise on what you're doing :) OKAY I THINK I LOST TRACK. I WAS SUPPOSE TO POST ON WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME AND ELABORATE THE REST. OKAY MALAS NAK TYPE, SO TO SUM UP, JUST BECAUSE I LOOK OR BEHAVE INNOCENT OR LOOK AS I'M SO BLUR I ACTUALLY OBSERVE AND CONCLUDE MY OWN OPINION TO MYSELF. sO TO ALL BITCHES OUT THERE, STAY BITCHES! *abenda ni? -_-' okay dah merepek. okay bye! I seriously do not know what's my motive writing all this stuff. geezz biela gila go shower!