You are reading my head

this incident took place when I was in Ipoh.
Location : My house
Time : I'm not sure but its around 2 pm.

I was ironing my mum's baju, and my mum just got out from the toilet.
Biela : Mak, biela ada benda nak cakap dengan mak ni.
Mum : Apa benda?
Biela : Biela rasa biela ada bakat menyanyi lah. what do you think? *muka sengih mcm orang terlebih happy! :D
Mum : Hurrm.*muka blur. I think you should go sing in front of your dad and lets hear what he has to say.
Biela : I'm like whhaaatt? apa bende ni? -_-'

This story has no input at all. no motive no anything. It's just that I miss my mum! We didn't talk to each other for almost a week now. Seriously feel forgotten. bye abah bye mak. If I never come home you'll know why. *ABENDE BIELA NI?

I think I want to have a second career. I want to be a writer. what do you think? working or writing?

This is week is suppose to be my happy week yet Kesatria always turn things upside down! :(
2 more days Biela! Happy happy happy happy happy happy. Today should be a fine day. It's a beautiful day! :D

Back in those days, I once tried to work out on writing a novel about how my love life would be. But now I don't need to write any novel anymore This time around it's unwritten and I call it My sunrise and my sunset. Syafiq Khairil Affandi, I love you so much :)

P/s : That novel do exist okay? Beyond the colourful rainbows. HAH! *but I stopped till chapter 4. Tehhheeeeee. okay bye! :D

In this stressful moments like this, Oasis made me stood up

Come on Baby Blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you don't let go it's gonna pass you by

Common tort! BRING IT ON!! YEAAHH!! ( muka semangat!)

When people are busy playing cityville apa2 ville lah, I am busy looking at cases and history! JEALOUS SANGAT!

Orang kata semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. I hold to that phrase until now. Again, tragedy strikes us family. As usual, we stood up for each other no matter what. Naim was admitted again due to some problems in his stomach. Something which has got to do with his intestine. How and why? Here are the answers to the question. Doctor Abdullah Tahar from KPJ Ampang Putri explained to us briefly on Naim's condition. According to him, Naim's intestine was not in a good way meaning to say the intestine or the usus is belit2 or we can also say it tersimpul, tersimpul? maybe not tersimpul, it's not in a proper position until it got terbelit2 and when food goes into it got stuck somewhere in the intestine which makes the stomach cannot function and work as usual to digest the food and push the food out which later on will become a vomit. He went to several clinics before he xtahan and went to the hospital. Gastric was the problem according to them. Unfortunately bukan. It was that intestine thingy due to previous operation he had in Ipoh. I advise my dad to sue the hospital but he said he didn't want to. So, I'm okay with it. My brother has been through a lot. cucuk sana sini and now perut pulak. Apalah nasib abang aku sorang ni. 'Allah sayang dia kan' that's what my aunty said. But true indeed. Until now, Naim is still adapting with his perut. After fasting for 5 days he can finally eat but makan stuff which is not solid food. like bubur some sort of like that. He looks weak, gelisah because of not used to have that tummy. Minum and makan nak best-best je. haiish Naim nih. Like what the doctor said you are a determine boy. Don't lose hope Naim. Never give up because we will always be there and stand by you through thick and thin. Be strong and always remember that God is always with you. All of this is dugaan and it is what He had plan for you. I want you to be the jovial Naim that I knew. I want him back in one piece. God bless you Naim.