Orang kata semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. I hold to that phrase until now. Again, tragedy strikes us family. As usual, we stood up for each other no matter what. Naim was admitted again due to some problems in his stomach. Something which has got to do with his intestine. How and why? Here are the answers to the question. Doctor Abdullah Tahar from KPJ Ampang Putri explained to us briefly on Naim's condition. According to him, Naim's intestine was not in a good way meaning to say the intestine or the usus is belit2 or we can also say it tersimpul, tersimpul? maybe not tersimpul, it's not in a proper position until it got terbelit2 and when food goes into it got stuck somewhere in the intestine which makes the stomach cannot function and work as usual to digest the food and push the food out which later on will become a vomit. He went to several clinics before he xtahan and went to the hospital. Gastric was the problem according to them. Unfortunately bukan. It was that intestine thingy due to previous operation he had in Ipoh. I advise my dad to sue the hospital but he said he didn't want to. So, I'm okay with it. My brother has been through a lot. cucuk sana sini and now perut pulak. Apalah nasib abang aku sorang ni. 'Allah sayang dia kan' that's what my aunty said. But true indeed. Until now, Naim is still adapting with his perut. After fasting for 5 days he can finally eat but makan stuff which is not solid food. like bubur some sort of like that. He looks weak, gelisah because of not used to have that tummy. Minum and makan nak best-best je. haiish Naim nih. Like what the doctor said you are a determine boy. Don't lose hope Naim. Never give up because we will always be there and stand by you through thick and thin. Be strong and always remember that God is always with you. All of this is dugaan and it is what He had plan for you. I want you to be the jovial Naim that I knew. I want him back in one piece. God bless you Naim.
P/S I love you big brother.
Dear Syafiq,
I've been thinking a lot lately of what I wanted to write in this post. Visit this thing few times already. Well yeah, since I am so busy with my not so fascinating life right now, I have couple of things to say to you. This is like a letter but obviously not a personal letter because it is published and everyone will read it. Okay, here it goes. Firstly, I really wanted to say a million thousand times thank you for being my only one love. You came out of nowhere and now you are the love of my life. I know I could be the most annoying person on earth deep down you always smile on my annoyingness and treated me nicely. I talk a lot like a bullet train and only stops if it ran on a cow or crushes on something. You smile all the time with my never ending stories and be the best listener I have ever had. If there is an award for the best listener I would award it to you. Sometimes I talk crap and you just sit patiently smiled and listened. I whine about stuff a lot but you were there, talk to me nicely to chill and tone down. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve your kindness. How can I ever ask for more. I'm thankful of what I have. I am the luckiest girl in this world. You handled my mengada-ish very well indeed. I think I have to give some space for you to talk and not the other way round because I think I missed a lot on your life there. I think I talk too much on how I'm adapting here until I missed a lot on you. I told you I talk a lot. I'm sorry. Through our ups and downs we've been on a roller coaster ride. I will love and treasure you until I die. Everything just feel so right when there is you. I'm complete. I'll never need more than this. There's a lot more to say here about you but if I write it all, I'm afraid people might feel annoyed. If I die hit by a bus or something I want you to know all this while, I'm in love with you everyday from day one 1 I knew you Syafiq Khairil. You're not my fantasy anymore, you're my reality :)
Lots of love,
Nurul Nabila Hasni.
I am seriously not feeling so good right now. Started to feel dizzy here and there. So many things happen at one time. Million things in mind. Registration is tomorrow, just finished packing. God knows what I packed. Chuck all my stuff in my luggage. I have no food with me. No time to beli. I will find time to buy it. After this heading off to see opah in Teluk Intan. Alhamdulillah she's getting better. Just discharged from the hospital. Really prayed the best for my dearest opah. Pray that she'll have back her appetite to eat. Not the other way round. Host family from Japan is coming tomorrow. I am nervous tired exhausted yet excited. I look like a mess. No time to groom myself now. Baju2 pun entah kemana. I am just going to go through this weekend slowly and hopefully everything will be fine. My schedule is so pack and I hate it! Bottom line is I have no life now. Unlucky me. But it's okay. I can can handle this. Just a few days more biela and your stress is gone. NOT QUITE GONE ACTUALLY. God bless me!
Lets just go somewhere, where no one can ever find me :)

I love it :)
Should I keep it long or short? Oh Jessica! You are so cantik! :D which one?

She's a hot mum :)







SEMUA PUN CANTIK! *btw the last picture is not jessica :P
I NEED HELP!
