You are reading my head

holiday!!!!!!!!!!!1whiippii!!(fake one) Holiday is suppose to be fun. Spent time with my family, my syg and friends. but what i am facing right now is the most unthrilled and most boring feeling i have ever had in my entire life. i slept the whole day which is good, i went out with my syg which is fun, but family? i did spend time with them but its not enough. This thursday my mum is flying to Spain. so long mum. God! what am i going to do without her? who am i suppose to talk to at home if i had some girls stuff problems? I'm not gonna talk to my dad abt girls stuff..it's hell embarrasing..mummy i'm gonna miss u..dun forget to text me when you're having fun in Spain! I think I know what i need! MOVIEs! that could probably cheer me up!dvds..oh yeah...!That's what i really need. i want some drama here, right now. Yush! please come back home..n Nana as well..im so bored..
p/s: pray for me they still sell my cardi! my cardi had been missing, stolen..i dunno..i want my cardi back! pray for me that cttn on still sell that cardi!oh so frustrated!

Today was an azab for all of us who is taking asasi law. Today was the day where we had our first final law exam.Excited? Scared? Nervous? Anxious? oh yes hell we are! and because of xbaca buku during the holidays..asyik date and beraye je..hah!thats wat u get biela! Last minute revision. but last minute revision works for me la people( nk cover je..haha) yeah right..but i was like gle takot coz i didnt cover like most of the topic.so wat i did the night before which was last night, i stayed up all night. how did i managed to stay up till late at night? haha.that will be my first and the last! i took like 3cups of nescafe! i am freakin ccrazy..so when i gtried to sleep i couldn't. n GREAT!i have problems breathing1 giler la.i never experienced that before. Becka said it was hyper(i dun remember the thing) but it was like hyper something some kind of a disease. it is due to that stupid nescafe! and this morning i am telling u i felt sick..terumbang balik..feel like just drop off a roller coaster ride..rase nk muntah, nk jatuh semua ade! trust me! do not take more than 2 cups of nescafe or else u'll be facing that hyper thingy disease! but fortunately it turns out okay..i focused on every question although xckp mase..mane nk ckup..part A was like subj ques jwpn pnjg2 n essay 3 question n finished in like 2 hours!crazy people..hahaah..i wrote half je essay part b coz xckup mase!!!!but anyway i dun wish to have that feeling again before nk finals or any test in futrure!huh!

times flies so fast that we sometimes did not realize it. its now ramadhan! our fasting month!!yeayy!! This year ramadhan is slightly different from years back when i celebrated it with my family. But now here i am. In kuantan celebrating ramadhan with my friends. its not that bad right? but the fact is that i miss to dine with my family. waiting for the azan n to eat. the prayers that abah made before we eat. and how slow he reads the doa. i just missed it! the bazar ramadhan in ipoh im telling u, i took watever i want coz im not the one who's paying for it. but now, everytime i wanted something i checked in my pocket so that i dont spend over my budget. That is so sad! but this is life when u live alone and not with your parents. I have to survive. i think i can went through all this. its just for couple of days. i'll be back to my hometown sooner or later. ramadhan u r the best month that i could have ever wished for because u taught me a lot on surviving, to be patient, and value all that i had all these while. i love u Ramadhan.

why do people talk a lot?why do people take things easy?why do people never bother to care of other's feelings?why do people likes to depend on each other?why do people sometimes can be so selfish? i hate it! life here is getting hectic with all this crap h1n1, sketch.test, exams annoying peoples..sometimes they're just so annoying!!!!im so annoyed n when im annoyed i feel like throwing up on their stupid faces! but i cant do that coz i think thats quite bad n mean.. damn u! please think abt us..who work really hard to make it work..just a simple sketch..a simple sketch just to get freakin good marks for final..tu pn ssh nk cooperate..no pressure biela!no pressure! but the fact is they are so unbelievable..let see whatever shit they did..nothiing!zero!they just took the script n read it..they dun give a damn..luckily the sketch turns out quite good i cn say..maybe they did some effort by memorisng the script..now i dun give a freakin care coz im tired of being so annoyed..

The other night, I went out dinner with my family. At one restaurant near lapangan terbang. That was the first time we went there. So we order our food. I ordered fries and some nasi gorng paprika. Then, suddenly theres this huge white cat, meooowwiinngg..and I said ‘sshhhuuu!!’ and my dad goes ‘thu thu thu thu thu.’ U know how it sounds like. I know u know! The way people call cats. So manja la. NOT FOR ME! Then it goes again. Meeoowww…and this time it came closer. I was like about to swing my leg so that it will go away.(no intention to hurt the cat. Just want to chase the cat away.) so our food and drinks came. I was like so happy the fries taste good. Suddenly, the white cat and the other cat(sibuk, baru datang) was like ‘mmmmeeoouuww..in a rough way. I was like ‘daddy, I think those cats wanted to start a fight and my daddy said..relaxx..they’re fine. I was like they are SO NOT!then they started to gado and I was gelabah panic!panic at the restaurant. They were chasing each other at the other side. I was like ffuuhhh…(kononnye its over la..)so I went on eating my fries. All of a sudden, someone cuit me. It was my dad. My dad goes ‘bila, the cats!’. I looked at my dad’s finger pointing at those cats. n I said. No! this is so not happening. the cats were running towards me. N I was like omg1omg! Wat am I going to do? Should I run panic and scream or should just stay still? Obviously I pick the first option but in a slightly different way. And I go SHITT!! I jump immediately until my chair fell down. I was screaming like hell that I dun care people around me. I was relieve that the cats went away but there was silence. I realised everyone was staring at me. I quickly took my chair with embarrassment. I didn’t look up at all and just continue eating my fries. N I swear to god no more giving chances to cats although they’re cute. You can do ur cute little face that makes people go aaaawwwww but I WONT FALL FOR THAT ANYMORE! Not a chance! So long cats!

On the 31 march which was yesterday i moved on to my new house in ipoh jaya timur. I'm not going to say much. but just these seven things.

7 things i not so into(in other words =dislike) about my new house.
1. its a bit small.
2. having 10 naughty neigbours with all the shoutings and screaming!GOD!HELP ME!
3. having cows as my new neighbours.(great!last time trees now cows!)hahaha
4. its hot. no air.
5. house is incomplete.
6. the toilet sucks.
7. no space for my own.

but then..there will always comes the good one!

7 things i like about my new house!
1. mcd is near.
2. marrybrown is near.
3. kopitiam is near.
4. ati's house is near. ouh! n so does faye's house!
5. many restaurants!!
6. pasar malam!!!!!best glerr!!the food..im telling u..i was drooling.haha
7. i saw some good looking neighbours across the streets!!hehehe

thats all for now!=)anyways and anyhows im so grateful to be back in my old town although i miss bainun n my friends very much!may god bless me!=) OKAY NADIA!I MISS YOU DAMN TOO MUCH!!!IM SO LONELY HERE!!=(