Today, i dunno why i have the feeling of getting very pissed. i just cant seem to say it throw all the words that i wanted to say that has been crawling in my heart. it just cant hold up anymore! Ya Allah!help me..give me strength to tell this particular person to make him realise what i wanted to say because i love him. I wanted him to believe that he could do anything. i wanted to let him know that life is not easy as it looks. life is hard. you have to struggle to have what u want in life. I have this awful feeling that i am the cause of him not concerntrating towards his study. I think im a dstraction. what should i do? i love him but i wanted him to study n let him know that there's more to life. do not give up in life. should i back off? i dont know!i really dont know!
remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Two is better than one.
i wish he could sing this for me..
hahaha..one of the sweetest song i've heard!
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Two is better than one.
i wish he could sing this for me..
hahaha..one of the sweetest song i've heard!
in my own little world i was seen in a very different way. outside, i have to be NURUL NABILA BT HASNI. but at home, i am BIELA! A girl who loves to put her pyjamas on. A girl who loves to have fun at home doing her own little stuff. watching tv, lazying around the house. i dun understand why people looked so weird when i wore my pyjamas pants to seven e. what the hell is so wrong abt that right?huh..although i feel very bored at home but home has always been the best place for me to play dumb and be the pain in the ass. At home i am totally different from what u see me outside. i cant tell what makes me different but i dunno. outsiders thought that i was matured. matured?hahaha.like a gown up?haha.maybe my looks tells it all. but naahh..thats all crap! i cant even be angry to someone. i mean yes i can but i cnt like tell him/her if im mad at her. i cant tell em straight to the face that im angry. i end up telling my closest friend and thats it, i let go.haish!somebody teach me!i want to be emo sometimes!hahaa..which i know i cnt. i can be a dumb ass sometimes at home.haha. i was so mengade with everyone. hahaha..trust me!haha..my friends who knew me will know my true colours. haha.So, what do u think?matured?haha.
Last thursday, i went to kl amd meet up with my sis to send my mum to the airport. Damn! everyone was tired because we arrived almost midnight at KLIA. actually it was already midnight.haha. we drove 2 cars to the airport coz xmuat nk fit pak long, mak jah, ati n my mum and the rest of my cousins. so kak eda drove the vios and nini will be driving back pak long's honda. Then it was around one and everybody has to work the next day so we all decided to went back home. so yush were driving the honda coz nini was damn tired coz she just got back from work n shila drove the vios coz kak eda need some sleep for tomorrow's meeting. unfortunately, on the way to the parking lot, ntah macam mane, shila's parking coin gone missing. so we searched and searched until we are bout to rip that car off but still the coin was unfound.haha.unfound?whatever. im telling we were all exhausted! i have no reason to feel tired actually coz i did nothing the whole day haha but i felt tired. So to make it short, we paid the coin for 50 bucks. so long 50 bucks..50 bucks flew just like that...its a hell a lot of money for that stupd coin! i mean like with that 50 i can go to chilis and eat the old timers right?or maybe i could go to carls jr. Damn! but still if we found it we cn still claim our 50 back..huh.. i mean so malang right..?just for taht coin..hahaha..
holiday!!!!!!!!!!!1whiippii!!(fake one) Holiday is suppose to be fun. Spent time with my family, my syg and friends. but what i am facing right now is the most unthrilled and most boring feeling i have ever had in my entire life. i slept the whole day which is good, i went out with my syg which is fun, but family? i did spend time with them but its not enough. This thursday my mum is flying to Spain. so long mum. God! what am i going to do without her? who am i suppose to talk to at home if i had some girls stuff problems? I'm not gonna talk to my dad abt girls stuff..it's hell embarrasing..mummy i'm gonna miss u..dun forget to text me when you're having fun in Spain! I think I know what i need! MOVIEs! that could probably cheer me up!dvds..oh yeah...!That's what i really need. i want some drama here, right now. Yush! please come back home..n Nana as well..im so bored..
p/s: pray for me they still sell my cardi! my cardi had been missing, stolen..i dunno..i want my cardi back! pray for me that cttn on still sell that cardi!oh so frustrated!
p/s: pray for me they still sell my cardi! my cardi had been missing, stolen..i dunno..i want my cardi back! pray for me that cttn on still sell that cardi!oh so frustrated!
Today was an azab for all of us who is taking asasi law. Today was the day where we had our first final law exam.Excited? Scared? Nervous? Anxious? oh yes hell we are! and because of xbaca buku during the holidays..asyik date and beraye je..hah!thats wat u get biela! Last minute revision. but last minute revision works for me la people( nk cover je..haha) yeah right..but i was like gle takot coz i didnt cover like most of the topic.so wat i did the night before which was last night, i stayed up all night. how did i managed to stay up till late at night? haha.that will be my first and the last! i took like 3cups of nescafe! i am freakin ccrazy..so when i gtried to sleep i couldn't. n GREAT!i have problems breathing1 giler la.i never experienced that before. Becka said it was hyper(i dun remember the thing) but it was like hyper something some kind of a disease. it is due to that stupid nescafe! and this morning i am telling u i felt sick..terumbang balik..feel like just drop off a roller coaster ride..rase nk muntah, nk jatuh semua ade! trust me! do not take more than 2 cups of nescafe or else u'll be facing that hyper thingy disease! but fortunately it turns out okay..i focused on every question although xckp mase..mane nk ckup..part A was like subj ques jwpn pnjg2 n essay 3 question n finished in like 2 hours!crazy people..hahaah..i wrote half je essay part b coz xckup mase!!!!but anyway i dun wish to have that feeling again before nk finals or any test in futrure!huh!
